:::U Thought U Know Me Well...But U Don't:::
Monday, May 03, 2004

Something about my blog

Errr...when I first decided to start my online journal, I never thought of the concequnces that I might face by revealing my thoughts or daylife chores. It was funny to think about how an unknown blog like mine would be easily read by my friends and colleaques even without having the trouble to promote it. I must say that that's the beauty of internet. You could find anything you want in just a matter of a click on your mouse.

To date, my friends who has been secretly reading my blog which they had found out by accident, one by one has revealed themselves and thought about the embarresment they had to bare by telling me. What do they meant by their embarresment?? Hello???I was the one scribbling out on how miserable or how wonderful my life was and if there was such embarresment to be handle by, it should ME! Yes, I do find it embarrasing if people that I know in flesh read what I've written in this blog. But that, without no doubt is actually the biggest consequence that I have to face by having a public online journal.

Even though it's a blog, it does not contain breaking news happening in the world. In fact, it contain breaking news that happen in my life. It's more like an online diary or journal. Me-just an ordinary person; not even famous; don't even have a single fan. I bet people will be bombarding me with questions on if I don't want people to read my blog, why did I make it public? The answer is that; I didnt meant that nobody have the rights to read my blog. What I meant was that, I do appreaciate other people visiting my blog and reading my so-called-boring life and I do appreciate my closest friends to keep up with the latest news happening in my life. But I do found it very...I mean VERY...EMBARRASING when my other friends especially from my high school reads it. Cos yes, as stated as my title, those who read my journal, finally found out that They thought they know me well...but they don't.

And that's also the reason why I never like blind date. I think it's scary to meet someone you don't even know well. Someone who you just knew from the net and deffo u couldn't put your trust on. You just don't know if they are true to you or just faking it. U couldn't see their face expression. Their body language. Nadaa.

Oh well, I can't blame anyone can I? It was I who started everything and I must face whatever the outcome may be....

So, if u, who are reading, happen to know me in real life...go ahead....read on....maybe my life experience will somehow be something that will come in handy someday....

+posted by arkarnax @ 11:35 PM

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