My Fourth Day....and counting

I bet most of u are sick with me complaining about my job every single day. Heck, if I hate it so much, why did I gatal-gatal applied & accepted it? And if I hate it so much, why didn't I just resign?

Well, the answer is simple. That is because I'm an egomaniac person who wanna prove that even I, the one who never had to go through a hard life, can survive as a so-called 'Career Woman'. Ok, maybe that reason may not be convincing enough but to tell the truth. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I would put my neighbour down since she was the one that recommended me the job. I'm afraid that people will say I'm an anak manja. I'm afraid that my manager will give me a bad testimony for my future employer. I'm afraid of everything.

Today morning I woke up feeling nauseous. Maybe cos I work too hard yesterday that my body couldnt endure. Luckily it's only half day. And what's more luckier is to have my mom cooking meal for me at home.....

+posted by arkarnax @ 10:52 PM