I Have Been Working For 1 Week Already!!!

Huh...I couldnt believe that I manage to stay in the company for one week already. Ok well, u might say Duh!!!! One week is nothing. U'll be working ur ass off for the rest of ur life!!!

Ok, that I have to agree. Whether I like it or not, I have to accept the fact that I couldnt stay as a student forever. If I hate this job, I will definitely need to encounter another working experience. And it might be worst that what I'm going through now.

Well, to start of, everything went wrong today. I've only worked for a week and things doesnt seem to go my way already. How devastating. I thought I could continue pleasing my boss with my work but my dream seems to shattered into pieces today.

I'm not quite sure what's on my mind this whole day but there's always a mistake that I would accidently do. I've been tegur by the company CEO about not answering the phone as soon as the phone rang. Ok, there's a surveillace camera in the office. Actually, not just one but a few. He noticed that I ignored the ringing phone by looking through the camera. I was suprised cos I think I never ignore the ringing phone if there was no one else there to answer. But, that time, I don't think I remember hearing the phone ringing when my colleague was not at her desk. I was completely lost. Lost in outer space, I guess.

And then, I accidently skipped numbering one voucher. Lucky my OM(Operating Manager) was kind enough to repair my mistake. And also, I miscounted the customer's bonus voucher. How silly. Maybe it's a side effect from working like crazy the night before. Hahah...just wondering...

After having some chats with my colleagues, I realised that this is not what I want to do. I was born to be something else. I mean born to work as something else. I'm beginning to think about my childhood dream. My childhood ambition. Hah, suprisingly, I wanted to be a lecturer. It was my first choice, followed by Accountant and Pilot. But look at me now, I'm a Civil Engineering Degree holder. It was never on my ambitions list. Never!

If I did not get any job as an engineer until October, I think I would continue my studies in Master. I would pursue my dream as a lecturer. Maybe that's my destiny. I have no idea on what so on. I need to find a career that suits me well. That does not give me pressure like I'm having with this job.

Even my working partner realise how stress I was today. I need to chill out but how? I could not stop working. I have 3 days to go. I still hate my job....

Oh gosh....I miss my friends even more today. I called quite a number of friends today. I never misses anyone so much. I even went to Kerinchi and Pantai Dalam today just to relax my mind. My memories flashed back like bolts of lightning. It was a touching moment. I miss Pantai Hillpark. I miss UM. There's so many sweet memories that I gained when I was in UM. It's the best moment I've been in. Better than during my high school years. I met so many wonderful friends with great experiences that I shared with each one of them. There are so many people that I want to mention here but I think u guys know who u are. It doesn't matter whether ur a girl or a guy, my coursemate, my housemate or just a friend, our memories remains. U guys are my best friends forever.......

+posted by arkarnax @ 11:26 PM