:::U Thought U Know Me Well...But U Don't:::
Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Arghh!!!!!!!!! What's the matter with me??????? Everything seems wrong today..... okey, firstly tadi aku marah sangat kat most of the vehicles yg membantutkan perjalanan aku balik umah. Aku nak sampai awal sebab nak tgk senario. Tapi bila dah sampai umah, I was hoping that I can catch a few minutes of senario tapi hampeh! TV pulak rosak!!!!!! argh...double s4|t! Then like I wrote before, long chat with my sis. I pushed her too much sampai dia tak dapat nak backup. Mmg aku tak sedar. Aku dah tahap yg nak marah sangat2. Could not hold anymore. SO, I channel all my anger to my sister. kesian lak kat dia. memang la dia buat salah.....but aku patut nasihat dia baik-baik. Professionally. Nih dak, main fire jek. Tu la problem bila aku tak dapat nak control perasan. Nak kata PMS, tak pulak. weird betul.......even my sister pun kata something is wrong with me today! yes!!!!! that's the problem! Something IS wrong and I have no idea what! Geez, I'm so fcuked up with my life! I miss my mum like crazy! huhuhu.........
Ya Allah! Bantu lah hamba mu ini mencari ketenangan.............

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